Monday, February 26, 2007
mmm.
the past weekend was ogl camp! and it was super fun. on friday, we went back to school to report at 1.30pm. then geraldine was sad cause it was as though she was sending us abroad. lol.
bah.
anyway, we had to learn 3 dances by the end of friday. livin da vida loca, lets get it started and accidentally in love, the couple dance. it was quite nice learning them. especially livin da vida loca. lol! it was super nice and easy.
hmm. the food they provided was super lousy and the portions were very little, with loads of rice to finish. boo. good thing supper and breakfast were different from lunch and dinner. just bread and sandwiches were appetizing enough. heh.
*post not complete* will complete when i have the time. sry.
l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 8:11 PM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
sorry i haven't been able to blog for the past few weeks. I have been really busy and stuff.
Anyways,
i'm really excited to get the new shoe i ordered from sheryl. There's gonna be custom made designs painted on the shoes! w00t. super excited. weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
oh.
i've got 9 raw for my O lvl results, and on my first try, i went to put vjc, mjc, sajc, then the rest of the choices were poly courses. when my father came home from work, he was like. 'WHAT?' lol. then he lectured me like mad, and i was like. '....' so i went to amend that thing and it became mjc, sajc,.... (the rest i forgot) ><
mmm. i'm officially lost in physics and chemistry. I have no idea what i'm gonna do! i have no idea what i'm learning, and i have no idea what and how to do the tutorials! man. i'm so screwed. i'm not even sure if i'm going to take the same subject combination. china studies in english is killing me. i haven't been able to complete the first assignment, which was 4 sourced based questions and i just handed it in like that. boo. how sloppy.
i wanna take 4H2s! but i'm afraid i'd die under the stress. its gonna be so much tougher in that 4H2 course. boo. and i'm not sure if i'm applicable for it anyways. meh.
i wanna be smarter! ><
i like spending time with you. our little jewel box is gonna be filled in like 2 more weeks, and i'd have to get a bigger jewel box to continue filling in the memories. xD i'm madly in love with you.
i'm sorry if this is such a sucky post. i'm drifting alot. and i'm not having a clear mind right now. i'm really tired and i wanna sleep!
l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 8:29 PM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
i want all this jealousy to
disappear.i want everything to be the way it used to be.
but all that's happening now
is just going to
worsen in time to come.
sigh.
is everything just going to
crumble down again?
please pull me out of this before i crack
l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 8:34 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
today was MJC's road race.
And surprisingly, i was chosen to be mascot for MIRANDA! w00t!
i woke up at 5am, then supposed to take the first bus of 89. then meet pierre while on the way there. He was supposed to take the same bus at me. but he never turned up. lol. by the time i reach pasir ris park, it was almost 6am le. met lei zung and geraldine. then we waited awhile for jezer then we started leaving for the meeting area. (i was supposed to meet at 6.15am to dress up.) then jezer suddenly say must wait for jia bin cause she on the way to pasir ris mrt. wait awhile only i went to by bubble tea then they were all like. early morning you drink this won't get stomachache meh?
when we just nice reach the meeting area, the whole house committee already waiting for me. lol. (except for hanis and pierre that is.) then catherine and jezer started painting my face with black face paint and they tied all those mascot outfit thingy on me.
when we were finished, i was totally black, with a spiny back, a cap with long hair sticking out, having a brown tail and having super huge muscles made out of cotton wool. lol. it was super embrassasing. everyone like. 'eee so scary.' those comments hurt my feelings. luckily there were those that went, 0o so cool. lol. anyway, at that time, only like 7.15. but the first race start at 8.30. so sian. and the mascot run for miranda was like. at 9.50? i think? not sure. but it was quite awhile later.
anyway, by the time it reached our mascot race,
the guy competitiors already reached the ending point la. super fast. run like mad dogs. lol. anyway, when we started, we ran like idiots. the j2s didn't wanna participate much so they were pretty much walking really slowly. then i had to keep stopping and wait for them to catch up. although there wasn't really much difference. then some guys started running for no apparent reason and then everyone started running until we eventually caught up with callisto. lol. then everyone started cheering 'catch up callisto
catch up callisto ' lol. its actually the callisto cheer. bah. anyway, after that we stopped for quite awhile. then callisto was like. 'why you guys run so fast. lol.'
also, halfway during the run, people started calling me indian and black and everything. how insulting. lol. dam funny la. everyone from miranda. although it was only the jc1s. but i guess some of the j2s also had fun.
blah. when we were reaching the finishing line, the miranda people carried me and pierre up and we led house cheers up the hill. then those two guys that carried me cannot take it, let me down that time, make me fall down. so suay. lol. oh well.
durin prize presentation, jia bin and elizabeth won the prizes i think 6 and 4th respectively. not sure. can't remember. then after that when all house mascots supposed to go onto stage to intro ourselves, i was like. i'm mama man. i had not idea where that came from but. yea. it just did. and now eveyrone knows me cause of the mama man thing. lol.
MIRANDA WON HOUSE MASCOT COMPETITION. w00t. thanks house committee. love you guys for making that outfit. although it was really hot. Thanks everyone for making the road race fun.
after road race, wew went to erich's house to have movie marathon. we watched scary movie 4 and kungfu hustle then we left. hah.
meh. i guess this is all for today. if i manage to get the pictures for today's road race, i guess i'll post them on.
l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 10:02 PM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
The past week was super funny, with countless times of laughing till our heads almost popped off. Although i'm typing this post, but i can't really remember all of the details that happened throughout the week. So i guess i can only recall the events that occurred today.
Was supposed to meet at Tanah merah mrt station at 1pm today to go to Lei zung's hostel to study. Lol. Met geraldine at 11++ to study ourselves first, then go to the hostel. When we met, geraldine had her hair tied up into two ponytails, making her look like a stupid and retarded kid.
Went to white sands and then we didn't know where to go to study. Library? Or macdonalds? So we eventually decided to go to the library instead. Then that stupid kid had that intention of going into the children's section to sit on the seats that was like. 1/4 times my height. and the table was like 1/3 times my height. how'd you expect me to sit there and study? Lol.
Anyway, we eventually sat at some place. some corner and did like 1 question before we left. (super retarded) When lei zung called geraldine, i went to pick up and then i said hello, and lei zung was like hello hello? then i said hello? then he said hello hello again! lol! then he was like EEEEEEEE why you at the library? lol. super funny please. then when i finished talking to lei zung, he went to ask me to pass the phone over to geraldine, and then he said this. idiot and he hung up. super funny and retarded.
bah. we went to TM mrt then we met keith, and when we did, we realised that jezer and lei zung were still at parkway to buy jezer's guitar. Lol. and we waited and waited and waited and waited until we saw fame and her boyfriend, audi (on seperate occasions). Lol. that was like super long can. we waited for a grand total of 2 hours. ><
meh. then when we went over to the hostel, we ate mac and kfc la. then eat until like wad time. then me and geraldine had to go liao. so super lame la. today was super wasted day.
after that went out again and had super loads of fun. xD. new friends, new people, bah. today was wasted and fun. Lol.
l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 9:08 PM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Today was our First ever Orientation group outing!
I had to have Lei zung give me a wake up call even though i had already set my alarm to go off at 7.00am. Lol. Although i was already awake by the time he called, i was still in bed, trying to get more sleep. Anyway, as i packed my bag, i didn't have a clue as to what to bring! I was like. 'Oh my gosh. What am i supposed to bring?' lol.
After bathing, i set off for pasir ris mrt, where we were supposed to meet at 8.30 sharp, with any late-comers having to perform a forfeit. Missing the 7.50 bus, i had to wait till 8.00 before the next bus came! i was like 'Ah! i don't wanna do forfeit!' Lol. Good thing i wasn't late. I reached the mrt station at 8.28. xD
We took bus 403 to pasir ris park, the one entrance with the spider web and playground. When we went down the bus, we saw this super cute kitten la! Dono why Hanis and dono who was scared of it. Its so innocent and stuff. Lol. It just loves to play. Then, Lei zung went to carry it and place it onto his skateboard, attempting to let him skateboard for awhile. When he placed it onto the skateboard, it just walked off. Lol.
Then, we went to the beach and sat there, and waited for pierre to come over. We sat on the huge rocks and then started playing weird games. Something like. 'Didididididididididididi' then 'piu!' thingy kinda games. Lol. Then i look up in the sky and saw this.
It was really nice! Haha. Then the next thing that happened was that Jerome taught a new game, with the 'Drinking Googles up' thing. That one was super funny la! You had to follow the flow of the hands and people tried to trick others by using different hands and stuff like that. Then they'd be like 'Wa lao. You trick me!' Lol.
When pierre came off the bus and started walking towards us, we started cheering like mad la! We did the pierre cheer and he was like. trying to cover his face with his tote bag. Lol. After the weird games, Pierre had to do his forfeit for being late by Kissing everyone on the cheek! Good thing he just faked it anyways. When we finished his forfeit, Sebastian was supposed to do his forfeit by dancing like a stupid red indian and singing the little red indian song. Lol. It was super funny la! Oh. While we were playing the games, a lady came up to us and offered us chocolate banana cake! Cause it was some little dude's birthday and as we took the cake, we sang a birthday song for that little man and then we went to wave at him! Lol. he was super cute and small la!
As we split up to do our own activities, Zhu song, Jezer and Jia bin went roller blading, Geraldine, Sharon and Genevieve went cycling, Pierre, Sebastian, Lei zung, Chin Hian, Keith, Johnathan, Ying Zhou, Zhi kang, Hanis, Zah, Jerome and I went playing Bball. Lol. Had lots of fun la. Then after that, we went to climb the spider web and stuff. Can't really remember wad happened after that. But we stopped playing BBall.
As the sky started turning dark, the other guys were still playing soccer la. Mmm. Even when it started raining, Jezer, Sharon, Hanis, Pierre, Geraldine, Lei zung and I were still playing on the rotating thing, trying to get it to rotate on its own, without the need of people pushing. Lol. Some laws of physics involved i think. The thing suddenly go so fast, then suddenly go so slow. When it went so fast, i fell off like twice but i landed on my feet. Unlucky Sharon and Geraldine, falling onto the sand. ><
Anyway. After playing with that rotating thing, it was still raining. And then i suddenly felt super emo. Started having tears roll down. >< RAWR.
Then suddenly, i had an idea. I told Lei zung to dunk Geraldine into the sea. And he went to tell pierre la. Then we all went over to the sea, and then. within seconds, Geraldine was already in the sea. then we each took turns to get dunked in the sea. Lol.
After getting dunked and stuff, we went burying Lei zung's legs in the sand. Then after he came out, we went burying Geraldine's legs in the sand. Lol. Super funny please. Then we went in search of a toilet to get washed up, to get rid of all the sand and the sea water. What we didn't know was that there was one toilet right beside the pavilion with our things. And we walked like quite a long while to get to a shop, where the uncle let us use the hose at the back. That hose was super strong and it shot a gush of water that hurt every time it contacted the skin. Lol. That was how strong it is. Then we were like. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Lol. The funny thing here was that Zhu song didn't wanna get wet, and since he was the one helping us wash off the sand from our shirt, there were times when he didn't stop the hose, and the gush of water just went striaght 'downthere'.
Bah. After the time at PSP, we went over to white sands to have lunch. And that was already about 3pm. Lol. We went to New York pizza to have pizza and it was super worth it. The food cost like $6.30 and we ate until we burst. Lol. Look at this.
This was how much food we ate. Jezer, Zhu song, Pierre, Hanis, Geraldine, Genevieve, Ying zhou, Lei zung, Keith and me. Lol. After eating, we talked until about 8.00pm. Lol. Super funny. There was 2 groups of people talking. The frevilous and the intellectual ones. Genevieve, Zhu song, and Ying zhou were talking alot about sense, Geraldine, Pierre and Lei zung talked alot on gossip, while me and jezer were switching here and there. Lol. While talking, we took some pics too. Lol.
Lol. Memories. Anyway, I also found out that Jezer and Genevieve had the exact same ambitions. They wanted to either be a lawyer, or a journalist. That's so totally cool please.
Mmmm. After we left New York Pizza, me and Lei zung sent Geraldine home, which was just a few blocks away from white sands. Then after that, we went our separate ways. I walked across the road and then waited for the bus. While waiting, i smsed Yvonne to 'suan' her of all the fun she missed today. Then she was totally pissed la. >< Sorry yvonne. ><
Thanks to all who have made this day special, unforgettable and everything else. There are some stuff which i've left out though, since i can't remember all of everything that happened today. Oh. There're some more pictures too. I'll post them once i get them from Hanis.
l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 11:18 PM
Friday, January 19, 2007
Mmm. Due to the lack of access to the computer during the past days, i haven't been able to post the funny things that happened in school. I remember in Chemistry tutorial, Mr cheng was super funny. He kept making a fool of himself by trying to 'Suan' us. Lol. For example, he tried to shoot me by saying that i had feelings for a girl, linking it to Chemistry (which was something i don't know how they're linked to each other), and when he did that, i shot him back by saying that i loved him and asked him what he wanted for valentine's day and he was like 'Wa piang eh, you really look dam gay.' Lol. I think i really like Mr Cheng right now since he keeps giving us chance to make fun of him. Also, there have been many cases of 'self-jacking' by some guy in our class. Lol. How really stupid. Of course, i 'jacked' myself a couple of times, but it was nothing compared to how that guy 'jacked' himself. It was simply, retarded.
Anyway, things has never been the same ever since we were posted to our respective Civics groups. Lei zung was in a different class as me and I've never been the same again. I don't really have anyone to confide in. There're so many things kept within me during this time. Even the bond between me and Lei zung is just fading. I don't seem that close to him anymore. I feel lost.
Jealousy seems to be the cause of all the problems i'm facing. He seems to be trying to attract so much attention that i'm beginning to hate him. He tries to impress her so much by making a fool of himself and sadly to say, she laughs at him. Sometimes i wonder, why is it that this world is so unfair. But well, i guess. This is really, reality and there's nothing i can do about it.
I don't ever want to be the bad boy i used to be. I don't really wanna let history repeat itself. I want a new life. A new beginning. A new everything. But i guess everything's crumbling down.
Sigh.
l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 8:31 PM
